Our understanding of God is always changing
It is my belief that one’s understanding of God and the things of God is constantly changing, shifting, adjusting, and being refined. Due to the fact that God is infinite and we are finite, we need to accept that we will never totally understand all there is to know about God. He chose to reveal Himself (in His creation, His Word, and His son) so we are obligated to study and ponder Him. It is a task which we need to spend the entirety of our lives (and the afterlife) studying. We need to be almost obsessed with comprehending God’s character and person. If He was a god who existed but chose not to reveal to us who He is, then we would not need to study His Word to gain more knowledge of him. But He did choose of His own free will to reveal to His creation His character and workings. So we must spend time learning and worshiping the creator of the universe. But because of His infinitude we will never fully understand Him. Our specific understanding of God’s character (in my opinion) should always be changing or in a state of flux.
In my upbringing it seems I was taught to not change my theology
I was raised in a conservative Christian home. We were somewhat legalistic (you don’t drink, you don’t smoke, you don’t chew, . . . you don’t go with girls that do) but I did not think at the time that we were hyperlegalistic. But thinking back I recall pondering the mysteries of God and indirectly being told to not change my understanding of that God. I guess the idea was that we read the Bible and have a concept of God and if we then ‘change our understanding of God’ this means that we are changing who God is. For example if the discussion was about God being truth, and then I grow in my understanding of what exactly that means, then some might think that you do not believe God is truth. Which is totally inaccurate, I just understand better the concept of truth and how it applies to God. I assume when you say ‘my theology has changed’ that means I was wrong before and am believing something totally opposite of my initial belief. This cannot be further from the truth. What I am saying is GOD DOES NOT EVER CHANGE, BUT MY UNDERSTANDING OF HIM DOES!
Doing theology is like driving a car
As I pondered this idea of my theology always being in a state of flux, I tried to come up with an analogy to illustrate what I was saying. Here is the analogy I came up with (see if you like it and if it can help you think a little better about this issue).
Imagine God is represented by a totally straight road. And my understanding of God (theology) is represented by a car. As I drive my car (do theology) I am constantly adjusting the wheel to keep the car on the road (stay in line with what the Bible says about God). The road never changes but the steering wheel of my car is constantly being altered to stay on the straight road. If I were to lock my steering wheel (not adjust my understanding of God) it would not take long for me to drive off the road. I must be persistent in evaluating my situation in order to keep moving along the correct path. If anyone who has driven and fallen asleep they know it is a very short time before they are off course. We must be vigilant to keep our theology in line with the Bible.
I have had people throughout my life seem to say they know who God is and therefore they should never change how they think of Him and I just think this is a poor way of doing things. We need to be using every day to better understand our creator and savior.
Good night, and God Bless
Let me know if this analogy makes sense to you.